… to draw!

It is true when they say that there is a kid in every adult. I am a living proof of such.

And I can’t stop drawing ever since. Hahaha!

Life is too short to be wasted. So let's enjoy and have fun!

I thank you because ...

Due to your nature of not being able to keep secrets... You are indirectly doing me a favor - That is by passing on the message.

Which is my exact intention.

Hahaha!

Do you have more time than tasks or more tasks than time?

With such little time (better than none), only a teeny weeny portion of Borneo was being explored. I guess it was my cravings to be in a place different from my everyday city-life (Singapore) that urged me to go for another short getaway.

Coincidentally, he who has great interest in primates (which I simply don’t understand why) felt that he needed to visit them in Sarawak, Kuching. With the affordable flight tickets being offered by Air Asia, it was perfect timing for me as well. So I decided to tag-along.

I have never been to East Malaysia but have read about the richness in culture, tradition and wildlife that this country offers. Although I am not the adventurous type, I am neither the diva who can’t stand mud-stains on shoes and being a food supply for mosquitoes. In fact, no matter how icky this sounds, I don’t mind getting myself dirty (ahah!).

He flew first 2 days earlier than mine so this also meant that it would be my first time flying solo. The thought of it was enough to give me sleepless nights because I was afraid that I might screw up. For countless number of times, I seeked for his advise (ahaha!). However, when the day came, it went smoothly and nothing dramatic such as having a hard time with the security police or having lost my luggage happened. I realised that I was just being a silly paranoid. The passenger sitting beside me was not at all unpleasant. The only time my heart-rate increased was when the plane took off. I hate that sick feeling in the stomach. Hur hur hur.

Thank goodness, Sarawak isn’t that far from Singapore and the flight is only 1 hour and 15 minutes long. By 7:55pm and reunited with my man… Ahhhhh…

Since I do not wish to go through another round of pre-selecting and uploading the photos in here whereas I have done so in my facebook account, I figured that it will be easier to just link them across.

1)     Painted memories of Sarawak

2)     Painted memories of Sarawak (The continued story)

With this, I can only conclude that 5 days and 5 nights are NOT enough. We’re already thinking of making a comeback to explore more!

When a worker is 'error-less', it does not always mean that the worker is an excellent employee.

It IS very possible due to the fact that the worker isn't working at all!

When a person doesnt have to report anything or furnish any data or etc, what mistake is there for that person to make?

When a person doesnt have to answer queries etc, what mistakes can this person possibly make.

The longer you are away from your workplace, aint that a sign that you are free from errors and mis-calculations?

And yet, someone in the team got a Warning Letter for having commited an error.

Yet, people who take frequent MCs and doesnt have to sit in for any meetings gets away scot-free. And you must remember, when there is a shortage of manpower, the shit has to be cleaned up by others right? So with the extra load, isnt it fair for that poor person to have overlooked something?

The system is wrong. THIS system is wrong.

There is a saying that it (Office politics) is everywhere. It doesn’t matter whether you change you jobs or request for a transfer to a different department or sector. But in my lifetime, I have worked in places where such does NOT even exist. Where it is free from stress and everybody is happy.

Unfortunately, my times at these places were cut short due to ‘better opportunities’. Not that I am now regretting every single choice that I have made during then but instead, I am thankful for my experiences there because it is… perhaps one of the things that has made me the type of person I am. 

Not that much affected by ‘Office Politics’ although I do at times feel like clenching my fingers around some peoples’ necks. 

He he he. There is also a saying that everyone has their limit. 

Mine was reached several times resulting with an ugly exchange of remarks and tongue-lashing either over the partition or face to face or via email even. Well, I was just letting the hot air out and being honest and frank. It was ugly yeah especially when I was either screaming back or simply talking back like one paikia or something. 

But the next day, it is all normal. As long as I have made my point and conveyed my message across without any expectations of understanding or something. 

Once, so fuming I was that I just went straight ahead to the highest-ranked person in this project and just blabbered everything out tearfully. Mind you, after having said that, I ended the ‘consultation-session’ with a “Look boss, I am sorry to say this but I have seen too much and been played out too much that I don’t trust anybody in this company. Not even you, you know. I am just saying this because I don’t have anybody else to go to and even if there is, that person is also facing the same thing as me. I don’t care if you want to tell the VP… SVP… Whoever. Seriously”, Fuh! Such was my bravery and guts. 

And look where I am now? Still here going through my day-to-day tasks plus new ones (Thanks for the extra jobs) with great passion. It is done not for them but for myself because I have turned so numb to this ‘Office-politics’ that it doesn’t bother me much anymore. They can say whatever they want. They can do whatever they want. 

BUT if their conscience is not clear, sooner or later, karma will be running after them. I let them have the best of the fun anyway but we’ll see who gets the last laugh then.

J

I have run out of inspiration. Argh! This is bad because I'm usually a rambler and a babbler.

Despite haing so much to say, I still can't bring myself to expressing my inner thoughts and feelings through my trusted website. The one which I have maintained since 2007 but only to be paying less attention since erm.. 2 years back, Those weekly quotes don't count because they are sent to me every week and tall hat I need to do is post them here. That too, not being done diligently. So much different from when I was an active blogger.

My life can't be that uneventful right?

Hmmm.. I gave some thought to my weird silence. Then, it came upon me that eventhough I have much to say, I don't have the freedom to say due to its high-senstivity.

Therefore, I figured that it will be much better to keep it under wraps.

Wait till I have recovered from this disease known as 'Writer's Block'...

When one speaks, another needs to listen.

Otherwise, the message is not going anywhere.

Trueness.

I feel so disconnected.

Hahaha. I just can't seem to find the words.